Am I Meant To Die?

So today, I was in ANOTHER car accident. It wasn't my fault and again, I am the victim. I was just pulling away from a four way stop when some douchebag in a big white van plowed into me from behind going 45 at the very least. He wasn't trying to break because I would have heard screeching and the impact was incredible. Upon impact, my back window exploded towards the front and my radio powered off and it broke my seat as once my car finished rolling (40 feet the cop said) I was laying down rather than sitting up. A witness came running to my car to check to see if I was alive and okay and told me his wife was calling the cops and that they'd be on their way soon, which they arrived within 5 minutes, tops. I tried to get out of the car, but the cop heard me speaking and noticed my shaking and told me to stay in the car because I was in shock. Ambulance came to take me to the hospital, but I refused medical attention which was dumb on my part because my neck is in terrible pain, as well as my back and shoulders, but I know it's nothing serious and is only whiplash, if anything. So anyway, the extent of damages done to my car once I examined it and got a chance to give it a once-over:

* Shattered back window
* Two severed tires
* Entirely smashed back end including trunk, doors, back seats and bumpers
* Broken driver and front passenger seats (drivers seat completely snapped in half)
* Broken side windows
* Broken radio
* Broken front & back ashtray
* Smashed side door
* Broken money holder
* Broken back cup holder
* and the glove compartment won't open

There is probably more unknown damage to the car that I don't know about. Obviously, something more is wrong as the impact was to the back, yet the radio and windows are broken. All of this because some douchebag ran a red light. I feel really, really lucky to be walking or just sitting at my house right now because if I didn't have my seatbelt on, I could have been dead or wounded to an unknown extent. However at the same time, I feel completely unlucky. Ever since I've bought this car, I've had nothing but a streak of bad luck. This is my third car accident, my car broke down on the way to California and luckily, I had enough time to turn and pull over as my car died -- but with each accident seems like it gets worse and worse. With this, I could have been a goner if he nailed me from the front in. I just have this awful feeling of doom inside me and I feel like God just has it in for me. I am a very safe driver and all of this is happening to me. I feel like things will continue to get worse for me. It just feels like I am meant to die soon. This car accident was just another notch on my belt. If I had any passengers in the back, they would be in the hospital or dead.

Regardless, today has been the worst day I've had in ages. I truly feel like my time left is either going to be torture or non-existant.